Best-Laid Plans

[notthatcrazy]

It was supposed to be an easy job. At least that's what Hannibal had said, with his usual bravado. All they had to do was tail the guy who'd been stealing corporate intel from their client and report back when they found his base of operations - at least that was the plan, until they'd been spotted and he'd gotten the drop on them before Face could take him out.

So now he's got a possible concussion and a probable - ow, no, make that a definite broken arm and a very worried partner to deal with.

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[notjustaface]

Best kind? Yeah, he kind of doubts that.

"Must be in your blood," he replies easily, adding; "guess that's why you're the best."

[notthatcrazy]

Well, mostly the best.

"You say the sweetest things."

[notjustaface]

Definitely the best.

"It's nice to mean them."

He doesn't always, part of the gig - but with Murdock he's more than happy to tell it like it is.

[notthatcrazy]

"I know you do."

He whimpers, the lingering pain wearing heavily on him.

"Keep talkin', Temp? Need to stay awake..."

[notjustaface]

"Cavalry will be here before you know it." It's not exactly a lie, he's gonna probably start slipping in and out after a while and time gets a little bet wonky after the first few times.

"Sure... sure. Uh... what about pets? You ever have any pets growing up?"

[notthatcrazy]

"Gram used to raise chickens in the backyard."

He smiles at the memory of chasing the birds around and watching them peck for bugs in the grass.

"Used to cry when they died, 'til she sat me down and explained the connection 'tween the birds and Sunday dinner."

[notjustaface]

He chuckles under his breath, giving Murdock's hand a much tighter squeeze to keep his attention.

"I always kinda pictured you as a dog guy, you know? Rolling around with some playful mutt."

[notthatcrazy]

"Wanted to, but Gram was allergic."

The comforting presence is noted and appreciated.

"What 'bout you? You have pets anywhere you stayed?"

[notjustaface]

It's digging deep, things he shut away on purpose. But for Murdock? Worth digging.

"I started boarding school when I was like twelve, but I remember a couple years before that I stayed with this one couple for a few months that had this really great boxer named Baby." He chuckles, closing his eyes a long moment as he dug out the memory. "One day I took her out for a walk and just didn't feel like going back so I didn't stop until we hit the county line."

[notthatcrazy]

His heart aches for that lonely little kid, but he knows it won't help to say so.

"We should get a pet. Y'know... once we're settled."

It's a nice dream, anyway.

[notjustaface]

"Anything you want, babe."

He doesn't dare angle for a kiss, it'd shift Murdock far too much, but he presses another kiss against the same spot on his temple.

"I'm thinking Borneo - we had a few good times out there, maybe get a nice little hut on the beach. I can teach you how to surf."

[notthatcrazy]

"Mmm. Sounds nice."

He lets his imagination go with the idea.

"We should have lots of pets. A whole pack of dogs, some cats.... maybe a few fish."

[notjustaface]

His logical brain doesn't know how that's going to happen, but if it's what Murdock wants he's willing to try.

He's deep enough after all they've been through in the last few years that he's willing to try just about anything.

"We'll start with one and see how that goes."

[notthatcrazy]

"And maybe when the time's right... maybe a family of our own."

He has no idea how that's going to happen either, but since they're clearly in the realm of fantasy here, why not?

[notjustaface]

His laugh is genuine, and completely unexpected - for Murdock it's hard to tell if it's the concussion, wistfulness, or actual desire talking.

"You'll have to carry it because I'm not ruining my girlish figure."

[notthatcrazy]

He joins in the laughter, caught up in the moment. "Hey, I'm serious here.... kinda."

He inhales sharply, hit by a fresh wave of nausea. He tries to hold very still until it passes.

"You'd be a good dad, I think."

[notjustaface]

"I'd be a terrible Dad and you know it." He laughs, kissing him again as he takes in a deep breath. He thinks he might be an okay Uncle or maybe 'guy that's sleeping with Dad', but not exactly father of the year material.

"What am I gonna teach a kid? How to pick up women in six different languages? Forgery? Petty theft?"

[notthatcrazy]

"See, that's what I mean. You get to tell 'em what not to do."

His grin fades as he gets more serious.

"There's a lot of stuff you could teach a kid."

[notjustaface]

It's not exactly a good time to dip his toes in the steaming pile of issues he has with that statement, it's time to keep Murdock steady and grounded because if he goes off the deep end or starts to fade he's not going to know how to handle it.

"Sure," he replies half-heartedly. "Yeah, I guess so."

[notthatcrazy]

He give a halfhearted tug on his sleeve.

"I know I'm kinda runnin' away with things. Just... gotta think about tomorrow to make it through today, y'know?"

[notjustaface]

Thinking about tomorrow in Face's mind means thinking about the job that's been royally fucked up and how they're gonna make it right a man down. Not exactly making half-assed plans for a beach hut-slash-animal shelter and kids that he's pretty sure they wouldn't be able to have even if they weren't federal fugitives.

Still, for Murdock's sake, he flashes his best smile and murmurs; "You're right, man... I'm just, you know. In my head." It's an excuse, and a weak one at that, but it's the best he can muster.

[notthatcrazy]

He knows it's unlikely, but he still hopes. It's gonna get his heart broken one of these days.

"Hurts..."

[notjustaface]

He's honestly not sure if Murdock means what he's implying is hurting or if it's the actual pain talking - either way the only way he knows of to fix it is to try and keep his mind off it.

"Remind me next time we have a plan that involves a pick-up to schedule them to show up way earlier."

[notthatcrazy]

It's a little of both, really. He takes a deep breath, trying to stay conscious at least a little bit longer.

"... You ever think about the future?"

That's a loaded question, he knows.

[notjustaface]

He knows it's best to answer honestly, and that if Murdock's breathing doesn't get a little more regular he's going to be the one panicking and trying to dig deeper into his basic knowledge of concussion triage.

"Sometimes," he mutters, "but it's a little tough when I'm not even sure where I'll be sleeping tomorrow."