"I did. I guess I thought at first maybe it would help me work shit out, just writing it all down."

He laughs a little awkwardly, it feels overly-sentimental and romantic... but the things he wrote at the time he knows he only did because they'd be destroyed before anyone could see them. Letters specifically written not to be sent.

"I didn't know what to say at first so I just wrote things like; 'I'm thinking about you and I miss you like crazy and I swear I'll fix everything.'"