He doesn't flinch away from the touch, which is a good sign.

"I'm just tired of worryin' about it, y'know? Even on the good days it's there in the back of my head... What if the meds stop working, what about the side effects, what if somethin' happens and you can't get me more when I need 'em..."

He shakes his head.

"It's just always there."